*personal rant + buffer image*

Today started off really well. Woke up in a happy mood, it’s lovely and overcast and cold outside, and I am going to see my guy friend tonight then drive down to Long Beach to see my sister graduate college and have some fun. So pretty much an all around nice day. That is until my guy friend told me he is going to move back to Colorado. We have been kinda dating/hanging out and enjoying someone to have without labeling it as a relationship. It has been wonderful, but as with anything intimate for a long time you obviously develope feelings. And now my heart feels like it is being ripped out of my chest. He doesn’t know when he will move and I will still see him tonight. But I just feel like utter crap now.

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