Aside from binge-watching Saabkyle04 videos, I got nothing worthwhile to do today, and I’m just a bit confused.

I’m supposed to be less available and try less, and not look for women; all of this is nonsensical and conflicting to me. Maybe I’m think in an all-or-nothing mindset, but if I’m not busy, I’m lounging around at home with nothing to do. And I’m supposed to wait, wait for what? If I do nothing, nothing will happen. I’m in control of my life so I should be making things so but this is something I can’t control so I do nothing; but nothing should logically happen if I do nothing right?

This whole thing is like one of those stupid puzzle games that makes no sense. This shouldn’t be a game though. This can’t possibly be this complicated.