Well seems like one of my beloved’s nasty symptoms has come back. Its a stabbing pain in her Jaw that makes her scream and cry.

It just starts as a twitch but the gets worse so I have upped her dose by one pill like the Doctor ordered.

I’m hoping we can avoid the constant pain that results in a ER visit.

But its just that I’m getting a glimpse of the Forest, I do better if I just look at the trees in front of us.

Scares the shit out of me and makes me feel helpless. All I can do is hurry her to the ER and hold her hand while the Doctors do what they do to make it stop.

Hopefully this will be headed off by the increase in medicine.