A few close people have noticed or made it known to me, my little confidence or lack there of. I would round down and say I’ve 0%.
I don’t particularly have confidence or trust in myself (appearance/voice/look/weight/size/everything/ect.) to do much of anything I can’t already do on autopilot. And it wouldn’t make much a difference if I changed any of those things because I still wouldn’t have any confidence at all. I could look like some famous celebrity with the ideal looks to make anyone swoon and I’d have zero confidence.
So I guess my options are:
1. Keep running on miserable autopilot
2. Do something different
But I don’t know what to do.