Seriously... after the jump. Precursor: I don’t really like math, but I can do it.

FUCK CALCULUS. Why does it have to be so hard? Why did someone decide that they wanted to know how physics work? WHY?

Alternatively:

Why did I decide that I wanted to be a computer engineer? WHY?! Yes, if I got my degree as a CE I would be making $70k+ right out of school, but is it really worth it when I could get a $50k accounting job and not hate my job and myself? Yes, being a CE would open up my career field, but once again, does it matter if I hate doing what my job would involve?

Can anyone provide some insight into this?