As such, I’m a bit terrified. I start my first “career” job, sign a lease, and open a new bank account. I just don’t want to screw any of it up.

I try and psyche myself up, I know I’ve got a lot going for me.

I’m 23, I’ve got my masters degree, I have practical skills which compliment my career path, I learn new skills quickly (yay 158 IQ) and everyone at the firm seems overly excited for me to work there.

Unfortunately, I’m also socially awkward (although I’ve been told that comes across as charming), and I have trouble asserting myself due to an immense fear of rejection.



I’m gonna go to sleep soon, but I’m binge watching Supergirl on Netflix in the meantime. Which is surprisingly good by the way.