I thought I could make it work, but my mental health and mood have been deteriorating these last few weeks. I will be resigning in the next few weeks. I just need to secure a new job first. I’m at the point where I’ve woken up the past four days stressed about having to go into work. I’m overworked and underpaid for the amount I have to do (it doesn’t help that I work with and have access to compensation info daily). I’m mentally and physically drained. I’ve been working on revamping my resume, which has also led me to realize that it’s just not working out at my company. Meetings upon meetings have also left me realizing how undervalued I’m being treated for the amount of work I do. Some coworkers also look down at me due to being the youngest person on the team, and are unappreciative for the amount of support I provide them and the department. The environment in (and outside) of the office has also been souring. Too much drama and politics within the various departments. Too many rules and procedures that the leadership team breaks themselves. Too much whining, nepotism, and turnover that I’ve had to deal with our operations teams. Too little time to live life, have a work-life balance, and too few days where I can even see or be outside (we have no windows in the office).
Note: I’ll reply after I get off work