Tomorrow I visit the grave of a former friend who was murdered, along with her boyfriend and unborn child. Tonight I am playing some old racing games because Jules bianchi passed away and is surprisingly reminding me of my own mortality. Considering my workplace almost exploded this week, and a driver passed away who is almost my age exactly (our birthday is just a few days apart and we are/were both 25) it is.......haunting.

I don’t want what I love to be my death. Not like this. Please, please, please, please, PLEASE! Don’t make our sports more deadly. None of us deserve to die in the sake of *trying* not even a sure thing, but TRYING, to make it more interesting for people to watch form the safety of being behind TVs......