I had a good Chinese dinner with my parents at home and watched some YouTube. That helped me get over my anxiety attack, but now I’m just moody.

I’ve learned something else about myself tonight: I can’t stand being alone or by myself. I just can’t do it. I just can’t be happy or find happiness with or by myself, and I’m just left wondering what the hell is wrong with me.

I'm glad the anxiety is gone for now at least.