After almost 8 1/2 years she said no more. I won’t go into details because they don’t really matter and some are pretty cliché. I don’t know what to do with myself. I feel like I have the flu combined with a stomach bug. Everything hurts. She’s giving me some time to find a place to live but all I want is to be in that house with her and happy. I get to search for a house in a college town that allows dogs, isn’t in a bad part of town or off a major road, and isn’t over budget with less than a week before classes start. I’ve never been so confused, stressed, and hurt in my life.