This isn’t really the place for pouring out hearts but I’m in a bad place right now. I recently started a new job that wasn’t in my field but my best chance to get good employment. It also meant relocating. In the brief time since starting my mental health has plummeted worse than ever before (and I’ve been very unwell at times). I’m leaning towards going home and back to my old retail job but it means giving up my first home with my partner and probably my future. I feel absolutely awful.