The bad part of my mind has just taken over. I am just feeling worthless and useless right now. I feel like nothing matters anymore and I don't matter to anyone. I feel that no one will ever like me or care for me or want me. I will die alone. I will not be of any value to anyone. Why does this happen to me? Why am I feeling this way? What do I do? I'll take anything, someone to talk to, happy pictures, funny shit, something to lighten the mood right now.