Since I sucked at my job today, I thought I would console myself with a meal that would make my cardiologist blush.

At least I walked here. I used to drink here, but it is shockingly easy to sit here at the bar across from the bourbon bottles and not drink. I don’t miss it at all. I sat at the bar and stared at the bottles to see if I would be tempted, and I felt nothing. It’s weird and not what I expected. I thought it would be harder.

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