I used to be so big and strong.

I used to know my right from wrong.

I used to never be afraid.

I used to be somebody

I used to have something inside

Now just this hole that’s open wide.

I used to want it all

I used to be somebody

What I used to think was me is just a fading memory

It’s still getting worse after everything I’ve tried,

What if I found a way to wash it all inside?

I just want something.

I just want something I can never have.

Why does it come as a surprise;

To think that I was so naive.

Maybe didn’t mean that much.

But it meant everything to me.

Maybe I’m all messed up

This is the only time I really feel alive

This is the only time I really feel alive