One of my observations in the past few weeks is that socializing to me is like a muscle. I’ve gotta keep exercising it. Unfortunately like a somewhat weak muscle often never used, it’s easy for me to overexert it....
I’ve been getting better at socializing between classes, or sitting in groups with people I’m not entirely familiar with in the attempts to make new friends. I don’t have a clear idea of my limits. After a while, my brain and head starts to think faster than I can speak in conversation, and I get a slightly jittery sensation that translates to my movements with my hands and fingers. This is my sign that I might need to cool down even though wanna keep socializing.
I need to figure out how to either endure it and keep working against it or something because I’m enjoying the socializing. Just hating the jitters.
This is a sweet wallpaper tho!