Some things you lose and some things you just give away

Work is alright. Some people there who have contributed to the cliquey culture there has left and new people are there...I am getting along better with coworkers there. Got a bit of a raise a couple months ago but still want to leave it for a better job with less insane hours... and leave Lawn Guyland.


This is bit weird; not sure exactly how to describe it. I’ve completely stopped communicating with old friends and classmates from undergrad, grad school, former coworkers (I’ve been there a little more than 2 years now), etc. Stopped texting, calling, emailing people I was friends with for years. None of them have reached out and it’s been about 6 months now. I feel better about it and really don’t even think about them much anymore. I don’t even want to hang out with anyone at this point cause I’ve found I’ve become pretty good at keeping myself busy. It feels almost like apathy but with more satisfaction. I think I just need a change of scenery and I know once I accomplish that I’ll be in good shape overall. Maybe I’m desensitized? Does feel a bit numb.


Prepare for a new era of Nibby. The rising has commenced, drenched in blood, turpentine, and the tears of the forgotten.

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