I just received my yearly performance evaluation at work. It was not as good as I hoped it would be. However, it was a fair review, and my unsatisfactory work performance is due to my lack of motivation in doing my job. After 2 years, I don't see any prospects of a career advancement in our organization (it's a small organization, so positions are not really available) and the lack of monetary compensation really kills my desire to go beyond what's necessary.
I am seriously thinking of finding a better job somewhere else, maybe relocate even. As it stands right now, I see my life is on a stagnant position, and frankly I'm sick of it. At 33, I expected that I've achieved more, and this is not where I envisioned myself to be. Still, it's all up in the air at the moment. I realize that the only thing that's holding me back is the fact that our management team here is very good, and my supervisor genuinely cares for my well-being. I feel that quitting now would be akin to betraying her trust, which my mind knows is absurd.
Anyways, sorry for dumping on oppo about non-car related stuff. I guess I'm just looking for a place to vent.