I’ve got a lot of heavy thoughts tonight. Today marks a very sad anniversary for me. And while part of me wants to just spill my guts to someone, at the same time I am exhausted from thinking about it all day. I want to talk, but the last thing I want to do tonight is talk.

The fuck Is wrong with me?

Trying not to just curl up and wait for oblivion, but it does sound kinda nice all the same.