I hate not having a car. Oh, sure, I’m allowed to use my company vehicle without restriction, but it’s a hugh-jass cargo van with conspicuous graphics on it. Hell, it can barely fit through most drive-thrus. And we still have my partner’s car, but it’s HIS car. We don’t work the same schedules ever, so it’s never available on my days off. I miss being able to hop into my car whenever I want and go for an aimless drive in the mountains.

Ever since I got my drivers’ license, I’ve never not had a car until now. That’s 27 years of constant vehicle ownership. Now it’s been almost 3 months without one. I HATE it.

I can’t wait until I get the gap payment which should be credited sometime this week. I’m friggin’ miserable.

*whine*