I’m working until 10 tonight. Then back up at 5am for more.
They laid of 7 people yesterday. I am a designer/sales guy/prostitute on a very small team. My output directly affects other people’s employment. Any additional landed contracts buys time. For myself, and others. The thought of people being sent home with no job coming up on the holidays makes me sick. So I’m throwing myself at everything I can. It’s paid off this week, although I’ve already worked 60 hours so I’m not too happy.
I’m not gonna say, “I wish I were dead.” But I at times wish to not be conscious. Or get in my car and drive somewhere where no one can find me for a while.
How about you? 😀