I mentioned before that I still have all four of my grandparents. Sadly, that’s going to change very soon. My grandma recently went to the hospital for internal bleeding, and they found a tumor in her heart. The only possible treatment is a surgery that she more than likely would not survive, so she has made the decision to just live her best life while she still can. Sooner or later, the tumor will inevitably detach and clog one of the arteries that delivers blood to her lungs. It could be years or it could be seconds.
So, yeah. I knew this was coming, but I’m not prepared for it. The worst part of it all is how hard my grandpa is taking it, and of course I don’t blame him. Is it bad that I feel almost like I want to just get it over with? I don’t like seeing my family so sad.